1 Jan 2007!!! — Don’t get me wrong, I think the resort’s done a fabulous job of setting the mood — a whole lamb on the roast, live bands, dance performances from several departments including one with all the managers, a deejay spinning tunes for the rest of the night, free alcoholic drinks for all staff members, crackers, sparklers, balloons, party hats, two boats, one with lights that spelt out “2006″, which was sailing away, another with the whole shebang — lights spelling out “2007″, fake dolphins splashing in and out of the sea, a gushing fountain, which was sailing in towards the shore — I mean seriously, they couldn’t have done a more brilliant job. But see, that’s exactly it, it was all too busy for me. So whilst I was sociable enought to go to the countdown, I wasn’t sufficiently convival to hang around much longer than that. Loud music, dancing, getting drunk and possibly molested wasn’t quite what I was after, so much like a child who has discovered a more interesting game elsewhere, I quietly snuck away, far from the maddening crowd.

Instead, I headed to one of my favourite spots on the island, on the opposite end, where with each step that I took, the deafening music faded more and more away. I had arrived. Once again, I was facing the immense ocean. A quick glance around to confirm that no one else was about. Great, I’m now alone with just the ocean and my thoughts. And the only thing I can hear is the wind in my hair, and the waves breaking on the shore. Otherwise all is peaceful, quiet and calm. Above the stars peeked out from behind the clouds, the moon high in the sky. It was lovely, and just how I wanted it to be this dawn of a new year.

And far from feeling lonely, I felt embraced. I have travelled a fair bit, but never have I been so moved by nature as when I first laid eyes on the waters of Maldives, and as I do now, facing the ocean. I can’t quite describe it, except to say I feel completely understood, forgiven and enveloped by it. It has been my dearest friend these last two weeks, someone I could always turn to at the end of a day. And unlike with people, there was no need for words, we communicated just by being in each other’s presence, and I am healed just by listening. I am blessed to be in this magical place. Here too I feel God’s omnipresence. I thank her for sending me here. I know she has plans for me, and in the days to come, I shall travel far and wide, but I also know that Maldives will always be special.

I am not alone. On this night, I also feel my Billie so close to me. I know I am constantly in his thoughts as he is mine. I also know that my parents are thinking of me, and friends from all around the world are sending me love and well-wishes even though sometimes they are too busy to communicate it aloud or in writing. God has been very good to me, and to Billie. For the new year, I ask that he grants me the patience and wisdom to see the positive aspect in every situation and person. And for you my dear friends and family, I wish you well. May the year ahead be the one where all your wildest dreams come true! Have a good one!

p/s: By the way, if anyone comes across my 2006, do let me know. Somehow it’s gone missing. My 2005 too for that matter…

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